maturetvslut (maturetvslut) wrote,

Friday 1st June 2012.

June...for myself,heralds Summer,as possibly arriving in some form, such thoughts form in my mind as the first Snow Drop pushes up from the leaf mould in spring. Each summer,i dwell in the same fantasy land,always the same regrets repeating in a slow motion patten.The added Bonus this year is that i have dwelled on closing the door on being a transvestite more so when i am naked and look down at the sprinkle of growing tiny red veins travelling up my legs, i do so wonder at times why i did not make much more of my youth instead of wondering was i, am i...back in those days it was far worse being in the land of sssshhh i remember quite clearly spending my pocket money on second hand crumpled soft porn mags such as Mayfair and Penthouse trying to gain some insight as to why the draw of pulling up wrinkled stockings attached it's self to me. Or are we born such....So Goeth...for now at least...
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